~!~ Bored ~!~

Hey everyone...what's up ??? Just sitting here on my off day pretty bored,watching cake boss. I was really depressed last night. I felt like I had no friends and like I couldn't make new ones and then things at work have not gone as smoothly as I'd wish. I figured Foodland would be an easy job,but I was wrong. I've made ALOT of mistakes. Trying to get when I go to breaks down is confusing. I was always used to having a manager to tell me when to go to break,or our co-workers would discuss when we was going and now I have to remember when to go...and make sure others have had their breaks before I go.....I don't think some of the girls at work like me too much. I want to talk to them and join in,but being new everyone has their own inside jokes and stuff they are into..plus alot of the girls are younger than me and make me feel out of the loop. And things usually go bad when one girl works and I feel like I'm annoying or something, but I'm new and still adjusting to everything. I've learned some of the codes. The onions really confuse me the most, theres white onions,yellow,red onions,sweet onions etc. Oh and then there's CVV and WIC which I've never done in my life. WIC isn't that hard but you have to read what the the items are on the check and make sure they have the right bread,cereal,baby formula etc. Then there's CVV....and it only works on certain fruits and veggies. Then there's a limit to what you can spend. There's a $6.00 amount, $10.00 and I think a $15.00. Usually I see the 6 and 10 dollar limits.Then you have to write in the amount AFTER you put the check through not before~and get people to sign the damn thing before you put it in your drawer! Not a good thing! HAS happened once! Anyway I had a girl come in yesterday wanting to get a 5lb bag of red potatoes, and it wasn't a WIC/CVV item. So she said she had used it before and bought the same bag (probably a lie) but oh well, so I brought her another bag..it didn't work. Finally a girl that works with me noticed I was having problems and told the girl it only works on loose sweet potatoes..(thank goodness because i had no idea lol)...Anyways I hate being new and hate feeling like I don't have friends. and I've done made one girl mad at me and just everything isn't going the way I hoped. I wanted a new job so i could start over,meet new people with no drama,and just do my job but it seems like I'm having trouble. I am searching for a new job, retail...hopefully I can get a job at bed bath and beyond or at ross's...I miss retail...I know it's CRAZY to say that,but just standing and not working on a reset/display or something gets old ....well that's all for today I guess..I'm gonna take a shower and get ready to go to karaoke tonight...should be fun I hope :) bye

*~Amber~*